Diary Update:

Today, I received a letter from the Gender Identity Clinic inviting me for Speech and Language Therapy (SLT). This is a big step for me as a transgender female because I have always felt a disconnect between my body and identity whenever I speak. The idea of having a voice that aligns with my true self has been a dream of mine for a long time, so receiving this email was both terrifying and exciting.

The email requested that I RSVP with some information, so I can be invited for the initial and first steps in the process to achieving a voice that I can be proud and confident using. The appointment is set for May/June, which is coming up faster than I anticipated.

Although I am excited to start this journey, I am also fearful of what is to come. I know that the process of training and learning to use my voice differently will be difficult and require a lot of hard work. Furthermore, the exercises involved in speech therapy can be embarrassing, and I hate making a fool out of myself. I also suffer from social anxiety, which makes it challenging to relax and embrace the experience. However, I need to remind myself that this is for my future, and for the future of others. I know I have overcome anxiety many times before, and I can do it again.

I believe that this therapy will be empowering and transformative for me as a transgender female. Having a voice that matches my true identity will boost my confidence, and help me feel more aligned with my true self. It is an essential step in my transition journey, and I am grateful to have this opportunity.

receiving this invitation for SLT is a significant step forward in my transition. Although I am nervous, I know that the benefits of having a voice that aligns with my true self are worth the discomfort and embarrassment I may experience. I am excited to see what the future holds, and I will keep you updated on my progress.

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