Diary Update:

Today, I was invited to attend an International Women’s Day event at work, and I couldn’t be more excited. In preparation, I put together an outfit that meets the dress code of the event while also reflecting my personal style. I am incredibly grateful for the invitation, as I have not been included in an event like this before. It means a lot to me to be recognized as a woman in the workplace and to be included in celebrations of womanhood.

However, despite my excitement, I do have concerns about fitting in and “passing” at the event. As a transgender woman, I am always conscious of how I present myself and how others perceive me. I worry that I won’t fit in with the other women at the event, or that I won’t be seen as a “real” woman. These anxieties can be overwhelming at times, but I am determined to stay true to myself and embrace my identity as a woman.

One of my biggest concerns is the photography and videography that will be taken throughout the event. I worry that my facial hair shadow will be visible in the photos and videos, which could be embarrassing and potentially outing. While I have tried various methods to conceal the shadow, I have yet to find a foolproof solution. It’s frustrating to feel like my identity is being held back by something as small as facial hair.

Despite these concerns, I am determined to enjoy the event and celebrate the achievements of women everywhere. I know that I am not alone in my struggles, and I am grateful for the opportunity to connect with other women who share my experiences. Ultimately, events like these are a reminder that we are all in this together, fighting for equality and acceptance.